Too much

There’s just too much going on

I don’t know how to focus

I’m lost in this chaos

Free me

From this torturous tight spot

I’m stuck and flummoxed

Going through so many changes in my life

I feel like my whole body

Is going to explode

Crying myself to sleep

Is not helping

Pondering ‘bout tomorrow

Only aggravates the situation more

Disorder as my second skin

Everything I touch becomes out of control

Let me come undone

Before I cause more havoc

Do away with me

And spare my folks from another frustration

I can’t take it anymore

I shouldn’t be living this life

I shouldn’t be here

I want to die…