Life Sucks....Big Time!!!!!

Why am I here…?
Why do I feel…?
Why does depression,
Must always be a part
Of my everyday routine
So many times,
I tried to make-believe
Everything’s just a dream
But I never wake up from it

I prayed
I hoped
I wished
Even longed for death
An easy escape
For someone so weak of heart
For someone
Who, can no longer fight
The constant tussle with life

I’ve thought ‘bout it
Comparing myself
To those who are
Far worse than me
It made no difference in the end
My hell still remains to be hell
My pains continue to live on
No other option, but to desire
That one thing we’re ‘bout to go through eventually

Still I don’t understand
Why some self-proclaimed
Life gurus measure up my life
With others who are going through
The rough times
As if, by that I’ll be elated
As if, by that I’ll feel better
What it only did,
Was to confirm the truth that life sucks!!!